It was 2011, beginning of summer if I recall it right.
I was crying my heart out as my friend let me down. Again. Not the first time (spoiler alert: not the last time). It happened everytime I trusted her, but that's not the point of this story.
So, I was a seventeen years old teenager, dreaming about her future education in England and trying to finally return to arts. However, I had no idea, what would happen in the end of the summer.
As I said, I was heartbroken and I started to watch How I Met Your Mother. I spent a week in my bed, laughing/crying because of this tv-show. That's definetely one of the best series I've seen. I was so into it that I literally forgot everything else. It uplifted me and gave some kind of hope for the future. Unfortunately, this feeling was short and it dissappeared for some time in my life.
In August my father passed away. Before it happened, I finally started to feel the grounds under my feet, but this event turned my life upside down. Everything changed. And yes, my emotional stability vanished first, but that's not the point either.
Next years of my life were a disaster. So many things had to change. I started to plan my future in England, I worked for my grades, I changed people around me. Some people stayed, others decided to leave. I moved to Bournemouth, I worked in films, I fell in love, I was heartbroken again, I realised what happened with my father after years since his death, and went through the grief. I travelled and I experienced life that I haven't had before.
That was messy, unusual, unpredictable, unplanned life. Some good things happened, but also terrible events came to my life. .
But now I realise that (thanks God) things will never be the same again. They will be better.
Hour ago I have finished rewatching How I Met Your Mother.
After 6 years I have this feeling again, that everything will be fine.
I was crying my heart out as my friend let me down. Again. Not the first time (spoiler alert: not the last time). It happened everytime I trusted her, but that's not the point of this story.
So, I was a seventeen years old teenager, dreaming about her future education in England and trying to finally return to arts. However, I had no idea, what would happen in the end of the summer.
As I said, I was heartbroken and I started to watch How I Met Your Mother. I spent a week in my bed, laughing/crying because of this tv-show. That's definetely one of the best series I've seen. I was so into it that I literally forgot everything else. It uplifted me and gave some kind of hope for the future. Unfortunately, this feeling was short and it dissappeared for some time in my life.
In August my father passed away. Before it happened, I finally started to feel the grounds under my feet, but this event turned my life upside down. Everything changed. And yes, my emotional stability vanished first, but that's not the point either.
Next years of my life were a disaster. So many things had to change. I started to plan my future in England, I worked for my grades, I changed people around me. Some people stayed, others decided to leave. I moved to Bournemouth, I worked in films, I fell in love, I was heartbroken again, I realised what happened with my father after years since his death, and went through the grief. I travelled and I experienced life that I haven't had before.
That was messy, unusual, unpredictable, unplanned life. Some good things happened, but also terrible events came to my life. .
But now I realise that (thanks God) things will never be the same again. They will be better.
Hour ago I have finished rewatching How I Met Your Mother.
After 6 years I have this feeling again, that everything will be fine.